head upside down
'im about to drown
drown in depression
its my obsession
beat myself up
i never give up
smack
crack
harder
HARDER
scratch till i bleed
pain is what i need
cant get enough
need to be more rough
my body is numb
my head is dumb
man i hate myself
now i run into this shelf
now my face is bleeding
on pain my body is feeding
slam my head on the wall
i hit like a rag doll
fall on the floor
whack my head on the door
i loose consciousness
i'm trapped in blindness
im going ballistic
Wandering Scarlet
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ballistic/
