I still miss you the same
every day that goes by
thinking about you and what might have been
I'm going out of my mind
you know my past
and the stories for the scars
that are on my wrists
I'm going out of my mind
I text and call
giving you clues
that I cant hold on much longer
Every day I sit here
alone, by myself
with just the thoughts of how it used to be
and how I'm going to end my life
I keep putting it off
crying til I fall asleep
or by getting drunk
but its only a matter of time
before I go out of my mind
and end my life
Sara Panicali
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/only-a-matter-of-time-4/
